I want to look natural, see, but the meticulous takes time, right. Patience for meticulous, I got, but I have to mind the brain. If I don't pay attention, hard thought can break a natural look.  Mind however, a natural look does posses structure, just not a structure of thought.  Too much thought breaks a natural look, not enough thought is just a mess.

What to do when I start to think too much? Write about it and wear those neurons out.
Now shaddup & get back to it, yo.

Didn't mean to start this tonight. 
My intention had been to drink hot tea & sleep. Body alive, heat rising.